SURVIVOR

Everything is spinning out of control
Everyday longing for the old
Wishing things could go back to the way that they used to be
Wake up only to dread the day
My confidence is slowly wearing away
It’s time to accept the reality

Life don’t quit
Every curve ball that it throws
It seems like I’m the target
But, every bruise that I get just shows

I’m willing to put up a fight, not gonna give in
Everything wants me to lose, but I plan to win
It’s an uphill battle but, I can’t let it rattle my faith
I’m really scared, but I know I’m prepared, so it’s time to be brave
It takes all I’ve got to be a fighter
But after I’ve fought, then I’m a survivor

All these questions in my mind fill me with doubt
Constant worrying, day in and day out
I know things will get hard every now and then
When it comes to support I get plenty
But, it always feels like I’m running on empty
Every time I fall down, I will get up again, get up again

Because, I’m willing to put up a fight, not gonna give in
Everything wants me to lose, but I plan to win
It’s an uphill battle but, I can’t let it rattle my faith
I’m really scared, but I know I’m prepared, so it’s time to be brave
It takes all I’ve got to be a fighter
But after I’ve fought, then I’m a survivor

All the strength that I need
Has been here inside of me
It has been there all along
And after everything I’ve gone through
I know exactly what I have to do
There’s no time to be wrong

I put up a good fight
I didn’t give in
Everything wanted me to lose, but I came to win
It was an uphill battle, but it didn’t rattle my faith
I know I was scared, but I was prepared and I was brave
It took all I had to be a fighter
But, now I’m a survivor