MOSAIC OF ME
An introspection on all the different pieces that make up me.
April 9, 2022
I am like the echo of a noise in the distance,
That you cannot quite make out.
I am the quiver after an earthquake,
A tremble, a part of the aftermath, a lingering feeling..
I am like the crystal waters on a beach,
Sometimes a gentle tide and other times
a frightening crash.
I am like a raccoon in a trap,
Because when I have found something shiny I cannot let go.
I am like the background beat of R&B,
Subtle and adding a touch of rhythm to the turbulent melody.
I am like a sheep, one that that is so weighed down by its own fur,
That I fall into the same pit over and over again.
I am like the monster hiding under the bed,
Scared to come out, terrified of the dark outside these four wooden posts.
I am a veil,
Thin and easily seen through.
I am a breeze coming in to cool your face,
soothe your heat, give you a bit of a rest from the blistering sun.
I am a band-aid that blends in with your skin,
I’m sticky, because I won’t let go. I’ll be with you to cover your worst wounds.
I am a labyrinth. My mind is many walls of stone, working in similar yet indecipherable patterns,
I can get lost in the maze. Fall into my thoughts. Let them grow into a big cedar tree.
Sometimes I am quiet, other times loud. Sometimes hard to understand, other times not.
Sometimes I am a fighter, sometimes I smear with another color— a gray.
I am a walking contradiction, a twisty forest that darkens and morphs into odd shapes, shadows.
But in the end, I am an oasis. A sparkling pool of water, a pool that has dreams, a plan.
There are my principles, my culture, the Lord’s love, my loved ones, my philosophy for my life.
All the things that make up the mosaic of me.